More or Less Maddy

In the blink of an eye Maddy Banks went from a typical college student, studying at NYU, to a young woman unable to control her behaviors. Manic episodes that scared those who love her in ways they never experienced before, and certainly never saw coming. 

One day at school, and feeling depressed, she went to the students health center to talk to someone. They put her on an antidepressant and that drug triggered the bipolar disorder that was, at the time, (somewhat) dormant. It was then that Maddy became an extreme version of herself – believing Taylor Swift needed her to write her biography and Netflix is going to sign her for a stand up comedy special. 

Listen to me when I tell you this … it ain’t an easy read if you have issues with your mental health.  I do  (depression, not bipolar) and there were instances which brought back memories of my worst time on earth.  Like, being a person I never knew before which prompted the discontinuance of some relationships and changing the way I am seen (or so I believe) by others.

This story could be a rough go for some. 

Lisa Genova did what she always does. She takes a serious health issue which impacts millions (36M worldwide – 7M in the US) and expertly helps us to better understand it.  I mean, Maddy’s manic episodes made me genuinely, and uncomfortably, anxious.  Like REALLY anxious. 

I appreciated so much that her storytelling was done with care, compassion, and thoughtfulness.  She did a lovely job creating a more sympathetic understanding without it being trite or diluting the realities of it. 

There were times the subject matter upset me, through no fault of the author, of course. The memories it stirred, and the hurt that paired with it, evoked a flood of feelings of contrition and sadness. I imagine there will always be something which reminds us of a dark time when fighting this battle.  But that’s ok.  It’s part of our healing process. 

Maddy gets it, too. 

4.25/5.0

The Briar Club

I listened to the audio of The Briar Club. The narrator was great.

On the whole, I went back and forth.

The beginning was good, and had me interested. It picked up, got better and I found myself invested. Then, and maybe it was just me, it slowed down some. More than I would have cared for it to. However, there were people I liked very much (Grace, Nora, Xavier, Pete and Duke the dog because, well, it’s a dog and they’re better than people).  Anyway, I digress. I liked them well enough to promise myself I will muscle through and finish. 

I am glad I did. 

Quinn, as you already know, is a very good writer and an equally good storyteller. But there were times I thought I was walking through mud and couldn’t pick my feet up to get going. 

Then, I could. 

A twist here. A twist there. A quickening pace and I couldn’t wait for my next opportunity to listen again. 

She finished strong and I was very pleased with the ending. 

Further, the authors note (love them) and historical notes were terrific once the book ended. Do NOT listen or read them prior to reading the book. It gives away everything. 

I gave 3.75 which means, imo, really really good (4 – 4.9 are high recommendations and 5 means stop what you’re doing and buy this book).

Quinn did well here. Very well. 

Table for Two: Fictions

Wow. They wrote this just for me.

Ever think that?  It doesn’t happen often but when it does, it is pretty wild isn’t it?

It’s as if they’re in our heads and know what kind of characters we enjoy getting to know. They know all the different kinds of stories that interests us. They know, when all is said and done, our heart will make a promise to our brain that we will never, ever, let us forget them. 

But, here’s the magic of it … they know all this before we do. 

I love when that happens. 

Amor Towles has done that for me. Twice. 

He did it with Rules of Civility. He did it again with Table for Two: Fictions.

Table for Two: Fictions consists of six short stories set in New York and a novella in Los Angeles.  Most of the New York stories take place around the year 2000. The novella is set in 1930’s Hollywood (old time Hollywood has always been a favorite genre of mine).

I learned recently after he finished Rules, Towles believed the stories of Katey and Tinker have been told in their entirety, but not Eves. Therefore, he wrote an extended story called “Eve in Hollywood’”. He said he did so with an intent for it to be “slim and enigmatic,” but as he admitted later it “was too slim and enigmatic even for me.”  So, in 2023 he checked into the Beverly Hills Hotel and “gave Eve the story she deserved.” 

Eve is the unassailable Evelyn Ross who leaves NY to go home to Indiana, but doesn’t. She keeps going west to Los Angeles and it is there she begins a new life for herself.

It is told from seven points of view. 

Like all the best vintage Hollywood stories it includes a starlet, a washed up actor, cops, cads, salacious pictures and a little blackmail. 

As much as I liked Eve in Rules – and I absolutely did – it is here I learn so much more of an extraordinary woman.  How much more?  I will put it this way.  She may not be in a class all to herself, but it would take very little time to call the roll. 

Elsa Walcott.

Evelyn Hugo.

Elenor Oliphant. 

And now, Evelyn Ross.

Exceptional women whom I will always remember. When Eve comes to mind she will do so with the same fondness and inspiration those I mentioned always do. A person with such thoughtfulness, intellect and an innate goodness at the core of who they are. These women are the very best examples of human kind.

Now, I admit, yes, that I know that Towles has sold over six million books. 

I know he has been published in over thirty different languages. 

I know that everything he writes is on every bestseller list there is. 

And, of course, I know Gentleman in Moscow has become a very successful eight-part streaming series on Paramount.

But even still, I like to think he wrote Rules of Civility and Table for Two: Fictions, just for me.

I suppose you can try and convince me otherwise, but you won’t be successful.  Because, that’s the magic of it for me.